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Live for the Ants at Forest Hills

by Polimana

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spaced out 03:17
how can i try to strike a balance with myself and everything around? weather's sunny, but i'm empty, at least when i can't see what i've found i am on another planet, sometimes i miss home but Earth is nice simply sitting, meditating on this beauty is without a price mmhmmmm gonna have some fun today we'll see something new today i'm in love with you love is lovely, but consuming, sometimes i feel i'm without a voice just a hint of hesitation, but i love her, so i have no choice a life of quiet desperation is for those who are afraid to live but i prefer to risk everything that i own and lose all i can give
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sweetwater 03:16
sweet sweet water running over solid rock you know i was made to love you if only for today and if i could i'd reach the sun and stop the fucking clock but for now forget tomorrow before the present fades away listen to what i have to say you're all i think about today the sun rises in my chest when you touch me and i can't help but laugh if i could, i'd give you all you'd ever need never knew this love existed or could happen to me i surely must have done some good thing to earn this kind of luck that you could look at me and love me and you would give a fuck
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give me time to refresh my mind alone i have found that i’m not hard to find conditioned to believe my thoughts are unsafe and should safely securely be all locked away soon i’ll discover i’ve got so much to give but it all disappeared with my fear to live am i crazy for letting this fuck up my brain? i would say that my father was just as insane and he raised me to become the wreck i am now and he set up the stage for me and i took the bow and they laughed and they laughed at me, i was the joke then we all became roses and vanished with smoke is it all a dream? make it clear to me state your intentions is this only chemical or divine intervention? whatever you call it i’m breathless and weak, give me all your attention and don’t let me speak for our looks are a language all on their own and love isn’t silent, even when i’m alone i can feel you, your presence is under my skin and it warms me, i’m shivering, burnt from within and if life has no meaning then why do you try always to please me? someone tell me why a lover like Bel could love someone like me if the universe didn’t know good energy? Is it all a dream? isn't this a dream?
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why don't you stop your crying you know those tears don't belong to me are you afraid of dying you always seemed so strong to me i know the future's hazy but it don't take much to see that girl you drive me crazy and question who i thought i would be ooo, close your eyes i'll be waiting there, in the back of your mind i can't pretend i'm grinning whenever you talk to me this way nobody here is winning we're both left with nothing else to say ooo, close your eyes, i'll be waiting there, in the back of your mind pick up the phone, don't leave me here pick up the phone, don't leave me here, come on life in this house is lonely i can hardly get up out of bed i know that you don't owe me but can't we just be in love instead? ooo, close your eyes, i'll be waiting there, in the back of your mind ...everybody loses!
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about

Armed with a guitar, an ukulele, a cheap field recorder and a few original songs, I made my way through the trees and ivy to play a bit of music for a crowd that can't complain and won't give me Covid-19.
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A short, simple, acoustic concert performed especially for the ants, beetles, mosquitoes and grasshoppers in the little ten acre wood down the road. The turnout was truly stunning, and their enthusiasm spectacular. Some ants were even so bold as to climb up on the fallen-tree-stage and onto my arms mid-performance. I was so grateful for their active participation and the appreciation shown by their respectful hushed attentiveness.
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If you buy the full album you'll have access to a bonus track that is actually not live, but a studio recording. It's one of my favorite songs I've written and it actually took a lot for me to not just make it available individually, but I'm putting it on my upcoming EP so I wanted to keep it a lil bit secret!
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Mixed and mastered by me, Poli, though each song was only miked with one field recorder so it wasn't much of a job.

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released July 3, 2020

Polimana - vocals, guitar, ukulele, lyrics
Local Crows - cawing/crowing
Local Cardinals - mating calls
Local Construction Workers - constructing
Local Ambulance - wee-woo

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Polimana Upland, California

Polimana (a Hopi name, meaning "Butterfly Maiden") is an independent pseudo-psych-folk-soul-singer-songwriter based in SoCal and currently mowing your lawn.

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